Confessions

I just want to come clean and confess that the idea of looking for quotes to put in last week's post came from my friend, Romantic Girl's posts about love and motivation. She includes some quotes and that got me to searching and so on and so on.

Whew! I feel better having gotten that off my chest.

Next up: Reading, not writing. Actually that's not even true. I've actually been listening instead of writing. Another friend, Jane Sevier, mentioned Harlan Coben in a post and how much she enjoyed listening to one of his books so I figured I should give him a try. I have about a 30 minute commute to work so I've been borrowing books on CD from the library to help pass the time - and keep me awake - and cross some of the TBR books off the list (it doesn't do much to clear out my shelf, however).

I just finished Lady Killer by Lisa Scottoline and started Back Spin by Harlan Coben today. So far I'm enjoying it immensely. He's got a sense of humor I can relate to - sarcastic. I'll let you know how I like it as it goes on. I also recommend Lady Killer. Ms. Scottoline's characters are smart and strong and I enjoyed the story quite a bit. I've read one of hers and listened to two and have enjoyed them all.

On the writing front I have made some progress. I came up with some scene ideas and am a little bit closer to completing that elusive first draft. This is my third book, yet it's so different from the first two, it's like it's the first all over again. I'm finally enjoying it again, but getting distracted with all these audio books. They're really only supposed to help make the drive to work go more quickly, but they tend to consume me, just as if I were reading a real book. :)

This time when it feels like I've missed a week it's because I have

How many posts can I use the tag "excuses" on? This would be why there's no book out there in the stores with my name on the spine. :)

February is a month of many celebrations in my house: birthday, V-day, anniversary, birthday. Each week holds something new. By the end of the month I'm wiped. But it's a new month now, so I'm back. Not very exciting, but here and ready to blog some fascinating tidbit.

Right after I come up with it.

Where my mind has been lately:

Happiness - how do you acheive it? is it long-term or a fleeting thing you have to chase daily? what do you to be happy? what makes you happy? does happy = contented = joyous ??? they somehow seem different to me, on the scale of contented, happy, joyous

Do the right thing, people - what would the world be like if everyone did the right thing? boring, probably, but heck, it seems like I hear more and more stories about greed, corruption, theft, murder....you get the idea. as part of my job I get these daily summaries of all the bad news all over the world - every day. I need some sort of counter balance that sends me all the good news that's happened. Oh, but wait. For some reason that's not news. Yes, there's some out there, but most of what you see is bad.

And now to counterbalance that vibe I'm going to leave you with a few quotes that resonate and bring me that fleeting happiness...

The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt. ~Sylvia Plath
-so get over it.

Easy reading is damn hard writing. ~Nathaniel Hawthorne

The story I am writing exists, written in absolutely perfect fashion, some place, in the air. All I must do is find it, and copy it. ~Jules Renard
-totally relate to this - heck, it's perfect in my head. If I could just do a Vulcan mind-meld with the computer I'd be set.